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It's like...

I can never seem to stop thinking about you.
It's you...on my mind...thru everything I do.

I know - for sure - I'm thinking about you when nights I don't sleep; and I'd rather just lay up...letting the memories of you run thru my head. Kinda like pretending you're there...I mean, here. I close my eyes tight and think of us - talking on the phone or something; and I can hear your voice in my ear.

But, sometimes, it's just subtle - little things.
For example, I often check who's online on my Facebook...looking for you in one quick glance. Not like I would actually talk to you. Just so I know - get the comfort of knowing that sometimes you're just one click away.

I know it's strange - I can't help it.
Cuz everytime I'm...near you - I don't want you.
It's when you're away that I have trouble...breathing, focusing, etc.

I dunno what it is.
Trust me - I don't always feel like this.
That's how I know it's just something about you.

Like, whenever I post one of those lil inspirational statuses about love on MySpace.
I'm always hoping you look at em and it lights up that one moment in your day.
That one moment...would light up my eternity.

Somehow, you will forever be a part of me.
I know becuase something about you is always pulling me to thoughts of you...
Every day, all day.
It's fuckin crazy (pardon my language).
I dunno how I live.
Maybe it's just the thoughts that get me by...
The possibilities...
The sparkle I've always seen in your eyes and the warmth I've always felt from your smile - even on Facebook. Haha.

I just wanted you to know...you are...
special
amazing
beautiful
graceful
The epitimy of everything I say about love...
The feelings you should feel.
The actions you should make.
The...
whole-effin-enchilada.
Hah.

In one simply - wonderful? - person.

I can't even find the right words for it.

So fck it! Here I sign off...

Oh yeah, this is a true story...about true <3.
:)

_xobkxo

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